I walked out into the field after 10 years of not shooting and bagged 2 mallard and 3 pigeons and it felt quite normal if you think how farmed animals are kept in dictated to when the eat sleep and die you begin to realise that a pigeon flying along prob doesnt even hear the gun and its dead before it hits the ground, everyone and everything dies eventually and to be honest is there a better way to go than quickly and not seeing it coming?